Monday, May 9, 2011

sOuNd Of HeArT !

Right now i felt like want to scream and let the whole world hear my tears......i'm so frustrated....owh UPU why why why???? i'm not accepted....so what i'm going to do right now....for this month i was so obsessed learning.....but now...not accepted to continue your journey in study...huhuhu wuawuawuaaaaaaaaa !!!!

It's so difficult to accepted.....but for a muslim everything has been planned...so what has happened must be something hidden that i don't know...so i'll patient and wait for the miracle to happen.....and that why i try to apply online university...but all that i got was non-goverment university and the payment reach RM20k....

What were do i find that money....so farewell my oppurtunity.....hope there more will come....

If i can back to past time....the first i want to go back to year primary school....were i don't have to think about my future,,my study,,my problem.....just be happy at that time and enjoy my time very well....that's i;m going to do.....second i want to go back to year 2009 and 2010...because i don't have to pretending to be nice and good but be myself....rough girl....and be enjoyable...all my friend in that year were really understand me.....

Must you all wondering why i don't want back to past at year 2006-2008...cause its was a hard time for me....my batch's friend never friend with me sincerely...they just make group here and there....and the person that don't match with their style will be boikot....huh what a miserable life there....i never felt a person went in hostel....but at school yess...because there were couple friend that understand me.....YUUUPPPP and i'll never forget it......

Once You Good To Me....I Will Good TO You...
Once You Bad To Me.....I Will Be More n Worst Than You can imagine....
that my best quotes...

i think i stop here....so i will se next time.....thank you for reading this..<3

Thursday, May 5, 2011

cRaZy ft pLayfuL kIss

Say whattt !!!! hahahaha i want bring you all to fantasy life...live with nature,,,,smell the freshness of the flower....then there was a horse...white horse..you are the beautiful princess and waiting the prince charming...he's so handsome....don't believe me...sneak a peak at this picture 

Now you believe me...the hero character (Baek Seung Jo) was played by Kim Hyun Joong...and the heroin character (Oh Ha Ni) played by Jung So Min....the story begin when Oh Ha Ni crushed with Baek Seung Jo... a genius boy that can read 20,000 word in a minute....from year 1 until 3and Baek Seung Jo never realize the present of Oh Ha Ni.....when Ha Ni's house collapsed in earth quake...his father's friends invite them to stay in their house....guess what ???? who's house ??? Its Seung Jo house....what a miracle....Seung Jo's room is beside Ha Ni's room...waahhhh so romantic....because the family never had daughter, Seung Jo's mom has decorate Ha Ni's room so perfectly....and prepare all necessities for her...(ahhh make me so jealous of Ha Ni)...

But Eun Jo (Seung Jo's little brother) was not so interested with the dumb girl like Ha Ni....his feel ridiculous...and there you go...Ha Ni must steal Seung Jo's heart and the same time she must be a clever girl....can she do it???? where the story lead us....we were in high school...does it lead us to university or marriage world....hurm so let's watch this drama and for sure you will love it as much i love this story....

HOP3 u aLL enjoys waTchinG thIs dr4m4 !!!


Here some photo for you all...>_<
the girl bear is Oh Ha Ni....n the boy bear is Baek Seung Jo...




Tuesday, May 3, 2011

HUH ! WHAT ! DERRR?????

April....what a bad month for me.....or what can be say bad luck month,,.,,,hahahaha anything that i do was so wrong and all the worked totally blamed.....not in family but among my friends.....

That's true,,BEST friends is easy to find but TRUE friends???? i don't know about you guys but for me is very very hard...because infront huh OMG so nice (bak kata org melayu pijak semut pon x mati).....but at my back..ohohohho like an eagle release its claw....very very sharp claw....y???? can you be honest in friendship...plezz answer urself...

When you have problem you find me....okay fine i don't take that too serious but my patient have the maximum limit when you F**K at me and you says i don't care about you...huuh what the hell friends or what should i call you when you says to me like that???? hello my DEAREST FRIENDS........you disappear from me,,didn't contact me,,,and tup tup you gotta the job and want me to follow in the sametime you have window shopping with some else....hahahha that one is so tickle my heart..... then you says i was so arrogant to you...come here i wanna to kiss your butt.....its so nonsense....you says want to find money but at the same time you never keep it.....hello can someone knock my brain cause i'm going to be sewel's girl....that story is ended like that...

This is very unexcepted....hello we just knowing each other....before this i don't know you....at the first sight yess you are nice person....even you created a group for a good reason...i like that such of person.....after long knowing you....i don't think you quite nice cause you know couple is forbidden in Islam but you wanted it.....then you says you love muslimah girls but your choice hahahah i don't think muslimah......forget about it...if you really search muslimah girls go find at SMKA n SMA there totally nice girls.....but you search at SMK....hahahahahh "indah khabar dari rupe".....trust me.....don't judge the book by it cover n plezz you think you know me.....actually not even a dot...all you think about me definately wrong.....you says all ur girlfriends is too shy to go out with you...k i give you reason so light cause i don't wanted to hurt your feelings...but you have judge me as a wild girl....lalalalallalala so crazy......come here closely...i wanna so much to yell at you.....but i'm educated person so i don't want to do an idiot thing....


P/S : to the person that i says in this post...i'm so sorry but i can't forgive you what have both of you done to me......anyway have a greta adventure in your life...hope i don't mess things up....