Right now i felt like want to scream and let the whole world hear my tears......i'm so frustrated....owh UPU why why why???? i'm not accepted....so what i'm going to do right now....for this month i was so obsessed learning.....but now...not accepted to continue your journey in study...huhuhu wuawuawuaaaaaaaaa !!!!
It's so difficult to accepted.....but for a muslim everything has been planned...so what has happened must be something hidden that i don't know...so i'll patient and wait for the miracle to happen.....and that why i try to apply online university...but all that i got was non-goverment university and the payment reach RM20k....
What were do i find that money....so farewell my oppurtunity.....hope there more will come....
If i can back to past time....the first i want to go back to year primary school....were i don't have to think about my future,,my study,,my problem.....just be happy at that time and enjoy my time very well....that's i;m going to do.....second i want to go back to year 2009 and 2010...because i don't have to pretending to be nice and good but be myself....rough girl....and be enjoyable...all my friend in that year were really understand me.....
Must you all wondering why i don't want back to past at year 2006-2008...cause its was a hard time for me....my batch's friend never friend with me sincerely...they just make group here and there....and the person that don't match with their style will be boikot....huh what a miserable life there....i never felt a person went in hostel....but at school yess...because there were couple friend that understand me.....YUUUPPPP and i'll never forget it......
Once You Good To Me....I Will Good TO You...
Once You Bad To Me.....I Will Be More n Worst Than You can imagine....
that my best quotes...
i think i stop here....so i will se next time.....thank you for reading this..<3
dalilah my twin..sabar dgn dugaan yg Allah bg ni...insyaAllah ad hikmah dan insyaAllah Allah dah tentukan yg terbaik utk hamba2 Nya...berdoa lah pada Nya minta diberikan petunjuk..about your story i hope that i am one of the person who understand you..actually kdg2 ak pn rse cm ap yg ko rse slme ko skola kt c2..rse cm x de spe nk kwn ngn ak..tp alhamdulillah ad gak yg sudi jd kwn ak..and thanks to you coz jd kembar ak..hehe :)
ReplyDeletedear lily aria.....yup skunk dh ley trima kenyataan...and i know it is the best for me right now.....rase gak ke.....hahah ingt x rase...welcome...my twins....nsib x siam twin....<3
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