hello, annyeong haeseyo, ohayo....
why men so annoying ????
not every men, just a couple or three guys...
serious I can't figure it out....
is it me, the only person who have problem with guy or.....
there are some people have the same kind of problem?
<- <- really? cheongmal?
YES !!!!! that's right.... totally right....
TRUST YOUR OWN FEELING !!!
first I will get to know, BUT
once I know their attitude..... sorry
but I think I couldn't not take it....
and from that moment....
A HEART AND MIND WAR !!
ohhh you better prepare for it...
which referred to -> (who have read it)......
there is one or two men that I really annoyed.....
always control what ever he doing....
SAY WHAT ! are you a celeb or a student...
come on we came here to study man not to control everything.... or
are you come here to find your soul mate?????
chincha? yah oppa (which I considered NO) bichosoe?
urrggghhhhhh...
please dear, do not control your true self....
because I looked at people based on their attitude....
I do not want to look at the fake one....
do not be like another person,
do not be cool person which everything seem so cool....
do not act like you can't do anything (I will not pity at you)
just be who you are, because of that reason I will friend with you...
jangan nak perasan ko sowang yang hansem sangat larh .....
sebab Allah dah ciptakan kita (manusia) sebaik-baik ciptaan taw !
Yup ! that is the kind which make me like want to throw up...
please be humble, if you can't please low your profile....
this are the kind I have found at my college....
and I taught I would not face them or that personalities anymore
because right now I'm in semester 5. (doing practical)
but guess what !! I found another person....
dammit ! I hate it.....
hey "that guy" why are you such an annoying person?
well I know we barely know each other...
but can you act friendly... (well you a guy man! I'm a girl -> sort of )
sometimes you in a good mood, but sometimes I cannot discovered what actually you think...
Yessss I know, I just a parasite....
because I'm car pooled with your mom but I just want to accompany her
because I know how women heart function and know what your mom felt...
don't you remember that your mom once have a daughter...
and her daughter is my best buddy.... can't you know how that feel....
hoy, am I an idiot or you?
your mom missed her late daughter, and
can you at least treat her better than what I saw...
uurrrggghhh Hate You....
just talk with her,
yes sometimes you don't want to her what rubbish your mom saying....
but could you please just say "huh yes" "ohhhhh" "ermm" "maybe"
just based on this simple words, your mom - our mom (in this world)
world feel better... oh man can you know it....
women heart very fragile,
can be broken many times, into tiny pieces...
but we can stand up like nothing happen....
but could you know what inside.... pieces which cannot be glue anymore....
I don't care to cover my attitude in front of you....
so with my friend and I just be what I am....
but you??? you?? huh !
Yes I know my mouth can be cruel sometimes....
yesss it just my mouth like to say that thing.....
but not my heart, not my brain,
because I feel it better to let the opposite one...
(the good thing)
rather you let the truth others might can't take it...
everything I do is the 180 degrees upside down...
so others would not get mad, hate me...
sometimes it better just to shut up ....
please just try to understand me....
I would not take your mom to be my mom....
I will not replace your sister...
I will not be inside your family.....
I will not compete with you to feel the love from your parents....
NEVER <- please mark my word !!
I just want to make your mom feel better...
that my mom request,
because your mom has helped us so many times,
which I don't know how to repay back,
my mom also asked me to be good to your family ....
INCLUDING YOU....
but seriously I can't,
you're annoying, undetectable, unpredictable,
I know there are people outside that hate me...
but I could not help it.,..
I felt pity towards your mom but in the same time annoyed with you....
Oh Allah could you help me fix my heart...
I think I'm being a cruel person right now...
I think this problem will never end.
(what a long entry I have here... sorry)
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