oh Allah, I totally forget I'm old enough to get married..
but I'm not prepared enough to be a wife..
if there anything or soft copy about this book....
but unfortunately there isn't...
we must learn it yourself.... hurm hurm
well that's not my point here...
I've crushed (fall in love la ) with someone, but the major problem is...
when I'm crushing, I'll not go near to him
(no adding to friend, but stalker here I be)..
his name is AA... hahahaha clue first is Ashraf...(too many rite!)
I met AA in semester 2 which we have the same class together (English!)
he is the only guy who shalat even he was late for the class
(have bus issues here)
he was so quiet, even until now I dunno how his voice sound like...
And my worst, I'm a girl who always shouts loudly... (bad girl haha)
well at first just admired... nothing more,,,
but his personalities keep me sign (to look at him) nonsense...
my friend said that "give me a sign and I will tell his friend that you like him"
erk ! damnit ! blushed here and there....
is okay if he is my soul mate for the rest of my life (eceh maher zain lak)...
he will not going anywhere...
my friend said "but if there no effort Allah will not help you... unless you help yourself first!"
I'm just smile... effort? yes trying too...
because I'm nothing to him, he does not even know my name...
I think he also don't know I'm exist.
I'm trying to be a muslimah....
I mean everything in a shape of muslimah.....
If i'm not trying to be like that and that means
I not match to complete his left ribs...
he is too good for me, I'm just having too much deficiency!
"A decent woman is for a decent man and a decent man is for a decent woman"
(ayat kelam kabut)
huh jelas lagi terang... so I need to make some improvement..
if Allah willing, he meant for me...
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